Daily Prompt: Sunny

via Daily Prompt: Sunny The sun touched her skin, it made her smile, almost, the small creases of her lips moved, she breathed deeply, closed her eyes and let it soak into her mind. It had been a while since all her senses were working as one, allowing nature to penetrate and calm all of the dark feelings…

The Shit List

What not to say to the newly bereaved/ annoying things people say to me: FYI, my fiancé died, so I guess most of these relate to partner deaths, or just my overactive, over analysing mind. Don’t cry. – I’ll flipping do what I want and its people like you that have made it hard to…

My Unhealthy Greif

I realise how I’m acting is unhealthy.  I threw myself into work as soon as possible after his death,  tried to hide my emotions and managed to push caring people away from me. The way I cope isn’t uncommon,  but we all know it won’t lead down a nice road eventually. I’m waiting patiently for…

The earring.

Attachment to something that brings about sadness. Why do I do this to myself.

What I wish the people around me knew

I must apologize,  the wine made my spelling awful. What feels like the hardest thing whilst going through bereavement is how people act around you, I feel paranoid and judged, like I should act a certain way,  and because I appear ‘fine’, I’m over it and I must be coping.  I want to drag them…

Understanding my loss, finding a new direction

At 28 I’ve  found myself lost,  confused and having to rethink everything I had planned,  I’ve reassessed my friends,  demoted my self in work,  and de cluttered my belongings, my mind can’t cope sitting in a crowded space. 5 months ago my fiance passed away,  I frequently find myself talking about him as though he’s…