My Unhealthy Greif

I realise how I’m acting is unhealthy.  I threw myself into work as soon as possible after his death,  tried to hide my emotions and managed to push caring people away from me. The way I cope isn’t uncommon,  but we all know it won’t lead down a nice road eventually. I’m waiting patiently for…

The earring.

Attachment to something that brings about sadness. Why do I do this to myself.

What I wish the people around me knew

I must apologize,  the wine made my spelling awful. What feels like the hardest thing whilst going through bereavement is how people act around you, I feel paranoid and judged, like I should act a certain way,  and because I appear ‘fine’, I’m over it and I must be coping.  I want to drag them…

Understanding my loss, finding a new direction

At 28 I’ve  found myself lost,  confused and having to rethink everything I had planned,  I’ve reassessed my friends,  demoted my self in work,  and de cluttered my belongings, my mind can’t cope sitting in a crowded space. 5 months ago my fiance passed away,  I frequently find myself talking about him as though he’s…